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Robert Inhuman, NO TIME LEFT

No time left for myself – but what did I ever spend it on anyway? Like anybody who’s ever made me feel kinetic or enabled, I wonder if you’re alive tonight, no matter how much I dread the pressure of just knowing you ever were, I still wonder if you’re alive tonight. Though I feel strong, and with a grip on some kind of purpose, I haven’t forgotten the wrenching deserts I’ve been alone in before, knowing I could return and that at any greater depth than the last I could die all the way, but this doesn’t phase me or intimidate me, it just means try to hang on, try to make my minutes count for more, brief hours of sunlight and clear-mindedness, take this and use it now before I test my luck again, I can’t afford to if I’ll find a worth of much at all. Death anxiety – even in moments of revelation and conviction. Death coexistence – Death acceptance, accompanying my difficult acceptance of life. My deadline to drop out of an automatic guilt and role in mechanical torture, I have to take these steps. To any of you who have helped me to take these steps, in anxious celebration I just wonder if you’re alive tonight. There’s no time left for myself, and it feels like I’m doing something right. There’s no time left to wonder, I’ve gotta be happy with whatever I’ve had.

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no phone - no friend - no nothing - nothing to do
no phone - nobody - no nothing
I got nothing to think of - nothing to do

drown here in the basement - at least I can say I got a room
ain't got no windows - and ain't got nothing fucking at all to do

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from Resisting The Viral Self LP​/​CD (2007​-​2009), released March 29, 2009
Ryan Faris: hardware electronics.
Robert Inhuman: words, voice.

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