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Robert Inhuman, about "Insane Angel"

I wasn't sure if this one needed to go on the record, because it's kind of depressive in a more introverted way I think, but ultimately this song is about feeling used and being taught not to trust someone romantically, something many people can probably relate to. Even / especially in something like this I think the problem is rooted in abuse. Unfortunately it seems like abuse is extremely easy to learn or adopt and pass on to those we become involved with in relationships. I'm not exactly sure what to say as a warning against it, besides just try to see it for what it is when it's happening. And consider the idea that some kind of malfunction in a romantic relationship is not always ultimately the fault of the people involved, but quite possibly the circumstances and social SYSTEMS that fostered the relationship to begin with... Hopefully this can make things like compassion and forgiveness a lot more possible.

lyrics

I don't care what you say - you don't give a fuck about me
no matter what you said before - one in a million, hell nah just one among millions
(no matter what I said, pretend it don't mean nothing to me)

use me for my money, use me for my car,
use me for my cock, use me for my credibility
cos it's been a fucking lifetime since I felt anything at all
one momentary touch of your body even though you won't look at me

use me for my money, use me for my car,
use me for my cock, use me cos I'm easy
you wanna get fucked and you'll ask me to fuck you
under one condition that I'm not allowed to love you
pretend it don't mean anything, that it's just some time to kill
so I'll accept it for a taste and pretend I don't love you

…what about when I can't even feel pain
while I'm fucking you just once and I don't fall in love
growing old as fuck and courting affection with hate
this isn't at all how I wanted or what I dreamed of
left alone in a parking lot
ain't got not insane angel to touch my skin
left alone with my fucking thoughts
and they don't impress me, not the way they once did

credits

from Resisting The Viral Self LP​/​CD (2007​-​2009), released March 29, 2009
Ryan Faris: hardware electronics.
Robert Inhuman: words, voice.

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